grasping hands
finding the lock
wondering how they both got so lucky
you can see it in their eyes
they have much to say
to share
to dream about
having something which is becoming lost today
having it not torn away
their eyes will tell you all
they can roam in the quiet
or talk through the sand
they can do this all
their hands embraced
the eyes can close for a second
you would think through all this there are faults
for such is the case with human nature
it is the case for all those who have walked this path
sadly many have been lost from it
what path they ask? i make my own
why forge a new one when the old one was what ma
about time i wrote something. really random. just came up with it. tell me what ya think
so i got the whole submission thing backwards and this is where you put the new stuff
got it.. i'll keep that in mind the next time i submit something.. stupid changing of everything
ness.. gahh.. fiiine.. be that way.. *shakes fist* .. haha.. wOOt for having chemical blondness
in hair to blame this all on. =D
found the pic on google.
utter confusion
lost in the darkness
seeking light
seeking hope
seeking happiness
coldness laughs
falling
down, down, down
farther until
your hand grasps a rope
holding on you look up
a smile and light
await you at the top
warmth comes
but something isn't right
falling
down, down, down
rope still in hand
jerking to a halt
the rope rises
slowly
an hour, 2 hours or maybe more
have passed
steadily going upwards
the bleakness of the dark surrounds
cries of fear are heard
down, down, down
again and again
you let go of the rope
you forget everything
everyone
hate, anger, fear
fill your head and eyes
nothing makes i
Hold back the tears
I must be strong
Don't show my fear
I could be wrong
They said things
And then forgot
Didn't remember
What those mem'ries brought
I think too much
I must have overreacted
But they said those things
I want to scream
I want to be heard
I want to cry
On someone's shoulder
No one's here
I'm all alone
In this crowded room of voices
I'm alone
A tear will fall
No one will notice
Forgotten......
Me
a tear
for a dark year
a memory
for a scream
thoughts running through my head
just like that gurgling stream
laughter here
is never heard
hugs are
never felt
darkness comes
and goes with ease
no joy or
happy shouts
not everything is
easy
when there's no
way to change
when someone
leaves you all alone
you just want
to never change
Welcome
to my mind
ring rang rung round
riding readily to the ground
gaping gleefully at the shore
seeing something sound centuries more
many miles away from now
never needing or knowing how
having hearts happily sung
shining sharing shipping stung
living life laughing leaping
never knowing never needing
something that's been always done
now it's time for us to run
I think that I shall never know
when in life that I shall grow
looking up at everyone
seeing them rise like the sun
higher and higher they all are
I feel so down so very far
but I am here and I will wait
that's my destiny that's my fate
black is the ocean
there is white mixed in it
a familiar shape for any head
standing tall and proud
high above the ground
soaring through the sky
like a bird that can't fly
the symbol of some
a warning to others
high in the morn it rises
at night it sleeps and
lowers to the boards
some hate it intensily
others love it immensily
it cannot see
it cannot smell
it cannot hear or feel
but it's there
watching
warning and praising
those who love it
have lived by it
by the code and it's symbol
for those that wouldn't
couldn't
and think they shouldn't
bare their teeth at it and
judge those who live by it
one glance and a
Go and open the door
maybe outside there's
a secret passageway
or a long tunnel
Go and open the door
maybe there's a key
maybe it's magic
or it could be hiding in the attic
or in the basement
Go and open the door
if you know the way
it could be dangerous
Go and open the door
even if you're scared
even if you know the way
Go and open the door
see the beauty
at least you then will know
There once was an old lady with a cat
she loved and named it black splat
she gave him some cheese
saw him run away with ease
and now she no longer needs a bat
There once was an elf named mouth
he decided to find his way south
he got lost in a bog
like it's his fault for the fog
and was never heard of in the great land of Layouth
wOOOt!! hehe..
finally legal!!! i love it!! soo happy! two midterms and another on tuesday afterwards.. but hey, i figure so long as i can think of somethin good---it'll be a good day. like sexy beach bods of the male sex which work so incredibly hard to look soo good. hehehe.. me lurvs ;) hahaha. oh man. oooo!! i finally got my own copy of Pirates!!! still haven't watched all of it tho.. but i did figure out the one chick's tatty was a playboy bunny.. took me all day too. haha
anywho love ya all.. have a good one :)
fuck ya troops :)
haha i passed IAP and FYOP!!! all that's left is BOTP next summer... and then SLT.. and CAP... and phase three infantry training.. so a few more courses over teh summers.. biiiig deal.. just cuz cap is 11 weeks and same with phase three -- i think... cuz thats not sarcasm at alll... omg i'm gonna die.. haha.. nahh.. it'll be a challenge, but i think i'll be ready for it.. so how's everyone doing? i'm in the best shape i've been in in a long time :) lost a lotta fat -- not a lotta weight but i feel better so thats all good;) hmm what else... coming home for christmas--WOOOTness. !. haa.. haa.. i gotta finish a histor
well lets see. bout time i wrote some sorta update :) i got accepted into RMC (royal military college) and basic officer training is this summer. basically i'm half terrified half scared and excited of it all. On one hand if i fail this training then i go to UVic because thats my back-up plan. but on the other hand if i pass this test then i go on to a new life of one of my dreams. i guess i like the military. its my way of trying to make a difference. yes there are other ways. there are a thousand different ways. but you know what? shut the fuck up and let me live the one i'm doing. stop telling me to fail. i'm sick of it. let