wOOOt!! hehe..

finally legal!!! i love it!! soo happy! two midterms and another on tuesday afterwards.. but hey, i figure so long as i can think of somethin good---it'll be a good day. like sexy beach bods of the male sex which work so incredibly hard to look soo good. hehehe.. me lurvs hahaha. oh man. oooo!! i finally got my own copy of Pirates!!! still haven't watched all of it tho.. but i did figure out the one chick's tatty was a playboy bunny.. took me all day too. haha

anywho love ya all.. have a good one

fuck ya troops
haha i passed IAP and FYOP!!! all that's left is BOTP next summer... and then SLT.. and CAP... and phase three infantry training.. so a few more courses over teh summers.. biiiig deal.. just cuz cap is 11 weeks and same with phase three -- i think... cuz thats not sarcasm at alll... omg i'm gonna die.. haha.. nahh.. it'll be a challenge, but i think i'll be ready for it.. so how's everyone doing? i'm in the best shape i've been in in a long time lost a lotta fat -- not a lotta weight but i feel better so thats all good hmm what else... coming home for christmas--WOOOTness. !. haa.. haa.. i gotta finish a history essay tonight.. sooo i better get back to it. maaaan my shoulder really hurts.. need ice ah well. ciao ppls. good writing to ya

well lets see. bout time i wrote some sorta update i got accepted into RMC (royal military college) and basic officer training is this summer. basically i'm half terrified half scared and excited of it all. On one hand if i fail this training then i go to UVic because thats my back-up plan. but on the other hand if i pass this test then i go on to a new life of one of my dreams. i guess i like the military. its my way of trying to make a difference. yes there are other ways. there are a thousand different ways. but you know what? shut the fuck up and let me live the one i'm doing. stop telling me to fail. i'm sick of it. let me be happy that i even made it this far. 500 people across canada were only accepted into this program. its not a lot when you think of how many people there are. sorry if this is harsh.. but enough is enough. this is my life. not theirs. let me just live it and see what i can do. if i die -- you know what? i lived an amazing life and i'd never change one bit of it. i loved laughed cried and did so many different crazy new things that i'm happy. how many people can say that? thanks goes out to my family and friends who have supported me thru this. if it werent for you guys well. i wouldnt have gotten this far. thank you love you guys so much for that i owe you so much

ooo child things are gonna' get easier / ooh child things'll get brighter


so i did a jen. had to follow the trend heh.. well good news bad news. bad news is my dog jenny died.. she's moved to just about every house i have. really weird that she's not here anymore. miss her a lot. even her horrible breath. haha yeah she was an awsum dog lets put it that way

on a happier note -- MAY LONG IS COMING!!!! yay.. no school on friday annnnnd monday.. wOOt two weeks in a row i get a 4 day weekend for tehe. i like this. buahaha hmm what else. Jennifer gets to go see AFI on the 21st!!!! OMFG NOT FAIR!! tiny jealous monsters will pop outta ur eyes.. and then dance in little stars. hahahahaha thatd be SOO COOL if that could actually happen... heh. anywho what else is new wit the ali. ryan and her will be going on 2 months on the 22nd tehe soo happeh school is almost done and I GOT INTO RMC!! fuckin rights ppls thats a hard to get inta skool. go military yes i'm gonna be an infantry officer when i grow up.. if i do grow up which would be a miracle saying im a very immature person. which just makes life SOO much more funner i think. hehehe. aint that the truth?! OHHHHH RISAS COMING TO VISIT ME!!!!! annnnd shes gonna do jens hair all purdeh and its gonna be awsum haha yeah. happeh day eh. got the power scholarship this summer.. but i dont get to go.. thats a real bummer. since i want my pilots license SOOOO badly.. coulda gotten it for free. ohhh well. one more thing.. banana and raspberry sourness is amazing.. saying ali hates bananas. cuz they're icky and mushy.. seriously MUSHY FRUIT IS DISGUSTING. yeah thats all there is to this conversation. i bid you adew (i cant write french so what.. i'll learn it this summer so shut up)

so basically to sum it all up. i love tuesdays annnd. yeah. i just felt like lettin everyone know. tuesdays rock teh casbah